Saturday, April 07, 2007;

 

decisions.

im quite an indecisive person.
i hate making decisions alot but whats worse is people making decisions for me!
watched "Because I Said So" w hpys awhile ago.
so,what about the show ?
the mum was fucking irritating.
i felt like tearing off her bloody ugly high waisted belt,pull her skirt down just a lil
so her tummy wouldnt protrude in such a gross manner.
yes its just her look in e movie but! haha

back to decisions, i know i have to make a firm decision asap.
but truthfully i hate the way some people actually tries to pressure me
he may think he is being a great help..
yes initially but now im seriously fucking irritated.
& everything seem to go so wrong already.
is it because im starting to hate? guess so.
would love to stay for as long as possible,but that was only if..
i wasnt earning peanuts and my job being a real "challenge".
but seriously,
im so not your simple-minded girl who can tahan being sneered at
one who has no authority whatsoever..
i may not have BIG CAREER DREAMS to talk about.
im still at an age where i can afford to,so why not make a change now?
dont u tell me everyone with a *SNAP* of the finger,have their whole career path mapped out.
im not that ambitious.. i love fashion,im not too sure what will i be..
but at least i know, i need a job that can bring me nearer to a Jimmy Choo or Manolo Blahnik.
i may sound silly,but hey! those heels are gorgeous OK!
so i guess the first step is to Breakway.
cant wait,seriously! Phuket,here we come!!


Life In Mono 3:49 AM