given a chance to study abroad,would u?
this question has been popping up in my head almost every moment.
many have said its a chance of a lifetime.
but its easier said than done.

im a wimp when it comes to being alone at night.
i fear dark corners,i hate the silence.
im afraid of the mirrors & when its past twelve my imagination just runs wild.
im not sociable,not exactly a person who bothers to make friends easily.
i stay within my comfort zone most of the time.
in another country i think i might go mad with loneliness.
worse of all,i cant cook or do housework

yet part of me yearns for something different.
im not the kind who wants to sit in an office.
i dread that kind of life so much.
especially not anything to do with calculations/statistics/charts etc.

waking up alone in a foreign land seems such a sad scary thought.
i really admire u people who manage to endure that.
im weak.