Spent quite a long time thinking today.
have been sighing quite a bit too when i met caw.
had a long serious talk to him about life..
my life is alright i guess,at least the way i try to live it.
nothing is perfect in life but some things are way out of my expectations.
things u always thought never would happen,always happens when u least expect it.
at the present moment i cant do anything about it.

I have learnt not to be that kind of melancholic person
I complain alot i must admit
"i want to vomit,im too fat,im ugly pimples breakouts no money.. " etc etc
but these seem to be trivial stuff.
If i were to really complain about real things,who can help me? or rather.. them? argh.
I guess,if not for the people i love around me.
i'd be one wallowing up in self-pity acting all depressed and going to die.
Have learnt to be more 'happy-go-lucky' but still there is a huge part of me where i cannot control my emotions and whose tears just cannot be stopped.
Sometimes i really need a hug there and then.
I love hugs and i guess it is the best medicine to me.
A hug has these amazing comforting effect on me :)

i just pray for a better tomorrow.