dark and lonely



had a lovely saturday with ting yesterday.
i pigged on the most sinful stuff.
first i had pizzahut for lunch!
chickenwings and pepperonisss!
went over to her hse for awhile
then,accompanied ting to fulfil her crave for kenny rogers at Suntec.
we then walked all the way down to One Fullerton to Bakers Inn for chocolate cakes.

the slightest distraction makes both of us so moody.
we went to sit at a nice spot on the bridge after the shop closed..
chatted for hours till about 3am?
love someone who i can talk to,not someone who turns away each time i speak..
i love muimei,wonder what would i do without her.
getting screamed at is my own fault. i deserved it.

today i woke at 4pm,i seldom do such stuff..sleeping my day away.
but what else could i do?
i dreamt of eeki,kitty pheng n kuku..
i was buying some perfume,there were monsters too..
crazy dreams.
now i feel empty,i dont know if i can overcome this or i will regret.
IM HUNGRY ARH.
pepperonis and cheese just keep running about in my head.
shiiiit.

Now i feel free again so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you